Bathing

Sometimes I force it
You know,
When I don't feel it.

I had this idea tonight
Of writing about being
Submerged
About uniformity
Of sense, experience.
About vibrations
On my skin, in my lungs.

But it wasn't coming,
I went through
Four drafts?
Five if you count a
Single stanza
It was
Shit,
Trust me.

The issue I think
Laid in that I
Didn't feel it.
Couldn't jive with saying,
That I felt everything
All over my body
Suffused inside myself
No,
I didn't feel it

I don't feel
Much of anything right now.

But I guess I feel that
I could go for a hot bath now
Hah. Hah.

Hah.

Hah.

Hah.